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Jun. 11th, 2008 @ 10:26 pm (no subject)
becuase laura's was too short. this is one of those 'first 35 songs-first line-guess artist and title' etc )
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Apr. 20th, 2008 @ 08:52 pm (no subject)
had an Acapulco Chicken Salad from Taco Mayo today, which was almost awesome. i say almost.

they are gettin' cheap on us, and using smaller bowls. so, almost awesome. haven't had one since i was still in weatherford. i've missed them. heck, i actually lost weight eating those things. speaking of which, i'm gonna get my old diet journal updated and back online again. as soon as i get it re-activated, i'll link to it. the goal of getting down to 220 by mid-summer, and 200 by Christmas is achievable again. i was almost halfway to the summer goal until two months ago. since then...things haven't gone well in the food arena. i've eaten things (and amounts) that i should be ashamed of. but, that's changing, starting tomorrow. back on the horse.

although, i have to be a bit happy....i bought some jeans in a size that i couldn't have worn a year ago. and i'm wearing them comfortably, even with a little room. so, that's progress. if i could just stop sabotaging myself, i'd be great.

beyond that...looking forward to this week. on vacation from one job (the horrible, horrible grocery job i've been working for....ten years?) and beginning the first leg of a couple of years of training in what used to be my part-time job, now full-time as of tomorrow. (when i get back from this 'vacation', i'm going part-time at the other job, just until i'm making enough to tell them to die and can quit forever.) i'm not going to say exactly WHO i'm working for, just yet, because i know of at least one person who still reads this who would probably be sick to their stomach when they see what corporation i've joined. i will just preface this by saying: they're not as bad as you/we/everyone think/thought/thinks.

friday and saturday, Richard and I are going to be in Dallas, checking out a couple of Rangers games. it's always nice to get to take someone to the park for the first time in their life. gonna be a blast. won't exactly help with the diet, but i'll just have to be extra good beforehand (plus, if you consider that we'll probably do several miles of walking while down there, i'll work off what i wind up putting on by the time i get back).

otherwise...i dunno. i'm calm right now. mostly at peace. not exactly happy, but as happy as i think i can be right now. hoping to figure some things out. doing a LOT of writing right now. realizing there are things from about 11 years ago that i need to get out in the open and size them up to see how that point A made this point B.

and mostly, a lot of the writing is dealing with the fact that i left home about seven years ago to figure out who i was, and once i finally did, i realized that i'm the same person i always was. i just had to stop running from it, and let myself be happy. and while i was able to do that, for those couple of years....i really, honestly did have some peace.

but more about that some other time. spring cleaning, some tv, and probably a bit more boredom await.
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Oct. 11th, 2007 @ 10:38 am (no subject)
Superbad sucked. really, really sucked. honestly, i can't remember the last time i sat through a 2 hour movie and laughed 3 times. i usually get up and leave long before the end. Seth Rogen and Bill Hader were the only two people in the movie worth watching, and even that was kinda dull. and i absolutely hate Jonah Hill. he's just horrible. at comedy, at improv, at being remotely interesting to watch...horrible.

amanda and i have dubbed it American Pie 4 since that was basically the premise that we were able to figure out.

*******

so hey. moved to Lawton, an hour and a half south of weatherford, to be closer to amanda. still have a crappy job but i'm working on it. planning for the future a bit.

anyways, there's an update.
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May. 4th, 2007 @ 12:21 am (no subject)
please, please tell me that i didn't just screw up my relationship.
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Apr. 3rd, 2007 @ 03:53 pm because Amy subconsciously made me do this.
quizzy thing )
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Dec. 7th, 2006 @ 02:01 am (no subject)


and with that, that's the last i'll ever need to say here.
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Sep. 8th, 2006 @ 12:59 am discussion about 'the office'. feel free to skip.
i'm fairly happy with my schedule this semester, as far as when school interacts with work and such. even without having any days off (except for the few that i've scheduled off in the future, for various reasons), it's still going to be fairly relaxed.

i only have classes on tuesday and thursday, and those are at 8 and at 1, so i'll be attending those, with my shift at the Writing Center in the interim. i have no class MWF, so i'll be working in Clinton, at least for the rest of this year, on those days. the pluses are that i can work a full 8 hour day and get off around 6 or 7 (or by 4 or 5, if i get the odd mid-shift). the minuses, obviously, are that it is in Clinton. oh well. and obviously, i'll work every saturday and sunday. this way i'll be able to carry 40 hours at Homeland, and 8 hours of work per week at the Writing Center. keeps me busy, and that's alright with me.

that gives me both tuesday and thursday nights off after 2, which will be either homework nights or crash nights (as tonight was...a 4 hour nap, while accidental, was much needed). and the good thing about being off on Thursdays is that i'll be home to see any TV that iv'e wanted to catch up on....such as tape-delayed Grey's Anatomy episodes, or the third season of 'the office'....

and oh, 'the office', what will you do now. i'm curious to see what direction they take with this season.


see, the blessing/curse for me is that i'm a devoted watcher of the original British version. i practically have all 14 episodes memorized. half of my AIM away messages are quotes from that show. i was mildly disappointed in the first season of the US version, but they have really gone off on their own and made a great show in the second. it doesn't feel so much like a re-hashing of the original, but it's own product in its own right, which is the only way to handle shows that travel overseas like this one. i remember the travesty that was NBC's attempt at 'Coupling', as well as the three or four different times they've tried to adapt 'Fawlty Towers' (honestly, you'd think that people would have learned that you can never, ever duplicate anything that John Cleese does, Monty Python-related or otherwise).

but the thing with 'the office' is that the driving force of the show is not the David Brent (uk) or Michael Scott (us) storyline....it's the Tim/Dawn (uk) and Jim/Pam (us) story. this was more subtle in the original...it took a few episodes to see how the love story sort of formed the backbone of everything. this american version makes it a bit more obvious and overt, which is forgivable, since the fickle American viewers tend to need to be force-fed (i know i'm making a broad generalization here, but the ones who really appreciate good subtlety are watching HBO, not NBC).

and since i've watched the UK version, i know how Tim/Dawn end their story. Whether they follow the same storyline in the US version remains to be seen (and i have suspicions that they will not...for both good reasons and bad). i don't think i'd care so much if it weren't such a well-cast pair on our version. with the UK, when Tim and Dawn had their 'will she/won't she' scene that ended the second series (the same as how the US version ended its second season), that was the end of the story until the Christmas special that picked up the story 3 years later. a lot of time had passed, which caused feelings to change, grow, mutate, and also gave the characters a chance to have seen the documentary....adding tension to Dawn's meeting with Tim, as well as Lee's, since he now knows everything Tim has said to and about Lee's fiancee...

but at the end of that Christmas special, the story was through. there wasn't anything else to tell. life, presumably, goes on. and Steven Merchant and Ricky Gervais felt that there wasn't anything else needed....there wasn't even any question about whether to go on or not. the story was done.

With Jim and Pam, are we going to see this storyline resolved within season 3? are we going to sit through another season of awkwardness between the two, adding a different wrinkle to the original story? (which they have stuck to fairly closely...although it has to be said that when Tim asked Dawn in the original, it had seventy-thousand times the drama that the still great Jim/Pam scene did.) i dunno. once again, it's a case where i hope that the show is ended on a high note....tell the story you came to tell, don't drag it out for the sake of the show's longevity. we dont' need another Ross and Rachel....two people who get together at the ends of seasons and then break up in season openers, getting back together during sweeps week and when ratings take a tumble. If we're going to put Jim and Pam together, do it, and then either find a way to write them together for good, or close the doors. If we're going to keep them apart, you'll get another season or two out of it, but please dont' drag it out. don't dilute what you've spent so much time building up. Choose good writing over good ratings.

one thing that is promising is that Steven Merchant and Ricky Gervais are writing at least one episode of the new season...if nothing else, it's interesting to see what they'll do with characters that are just to the left of what they brilliantly created six years ago.

oh well. sorry, long rant, not that anyone is going to bother reading anyways. i just write because i don't think anyone wants to sit and listen to me talk about it this long. this way, you have the advantage of a scroll button, and can skip past the boring parts. heh.

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and speaking of John Cleese (i'm sure i mentioned him somewhere back there..), i saw on the Onion AV club that there's a new 2-disc DVD release of A Fish Called Wanda....one of my favorite movies of all-time. I just have my standard, feature-less version from several years back, and this one has Cleese's commentary, plus some behind the scenes junk....so this is going on my Christmas list, for sure.

i think i'm gonna go watch that, and it'll take the edge off of silently cursing myself for that 4 hour nap that is now keeping me awake in the wee hours...
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Aug. 6th, 2006 @ 09:10 pm (no subject)
someone please, please tell me how an absolute moron like Nancy Grace gets a show on CNN.
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Jul. 21st, 2006 @ 07:22 pm (no subject)
Five things that i may possibly have done this week:

1. Watched the entire 12-part hip-hopera "Trapped in the Closet" by R. Kelly
2. Worn a thrift store leisure suit while cleaning my apartment
3. Looked into selling a kidney on the black market
4. Written an essay on Native American autobiography
5. Written alliterative poetry about Oprah.


now....anyone care to guess which of those is a lie?

(the other four are absolutely true. sadly enough.)
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Jul. 21st, 2006 @ 10:38 am (no subject)
you can buy Pee Wee's Playhouse and Animaniacs now on DVD.



it's like they're packaging my childhood and selling it for 29.95.





relentless sheltering, implied inferiority, and self-loathing not included.
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Jul. 8th, 2006 @ 08:14 pm (no subject)
there are better ways to spend a friday night than playing scrabble and listening to elliott smith, sure.



but not many.

**********

and yeah. pretty much can't sleep. combinations of caffeine and a mind running circles and sleeping way too late this morning (7:45, and yes, that's late). but mostly the caffeine.

geesh, i'm such an old man.

i've realized that i can't sleep without some kind of knee support. i sleep on my sides, and i've gotta get some kind of cushion between my knees so they don't knock and so that my right knee stays relatively straight.

and i can't sleep without something in my arms. if i try to sleep with them at my sides or just folded up, it doesn't work...my circulation gets cut off, i can't get comfortable, blah blah...i've tried it without it, and inevitably i always wake up with no blanket, because i've wadded it up in my sleep and hugged it. so now i've gotta sleep with pillows lined up alongside me, or anything else to hug, so that i can fall asleep within an hour or so.

plus i caught myself today explaining to one of our meat market guys that, when the weather changes, my 'ol knees ache for a couple of days....like some old farmer dude.

so, add all of that to my apparently very old soul, and throw in a liberal dash of very embarassingly premature male pattern baldness (geez, thanks grandpa) and it's time that i reveal that i'm not the 24 year-old college student you all know and love(?), but am, in fact, merely a pathetic 43 year-old man.

or, at least, that makes more sense. maybe when i cross the threshold of 25 here in month, i'll fit a bit better into this skin. but, for now, i'm afraid i'm just a rather handsome young fella trapped in a homely middle-age lawyer's body. with the aches and pains and lack of cartilege and joint damage of your average...dead guy.


somethin' like that.

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watching a Laura Veirs performance live in the KCRW studio, and realizing that it's almost impossible to watch because her keyboard player is one of those guys who closes his eyes, bites his lower lip, and ridiculously bobs his head along with the music because he totally feels it, man, dig that vibe, bro...it's, like, spiritual, man.

and i just want to kick him in the throat, man. with lil' pointy boots.
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Jun. 18th, 2006 @ 09:36 am (no subject)
after a two-hour conversation at the Coffee Cup today with Kym and Courtney, i've come several steps closer to deciding to change my major from English Ed to English Lit.

with english ed, i'd be graduating in almost two years. and that's if all goes well. which, if you know how my last few months have gone..is a longshot.

with straight english, i'd be graduating next spring. possibly even as early as Christmas. which makes me do a little dance in my head every time i think about it.

i'm just afraid of getting that degree and....then, nothing. an english degree, around here, is the kind of thing where people say "hey...you got an english degree. that's awesome. Now, pay attention or you'll overcook the fries."

i dunno. they did a good job of convincing me that i have options. a lot of those options have roots out of state....which, i don't really have a problem with, and kinda welcome....but of course...well, if you know my family, then....you know.

that'll have to be dealt with. the sooner the better.

anyways. i might just find some way to leave the country for a couple of years after i graduate. figure out what i want to do. help people for a while. be a part of something bigger than myself. and all that rot.

i just need to talk to Dr. Craig and see what she thinks. she's kinda like the cool aunt i never had. i've got a feeling she'll know what to do.
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Jun. 17th, 2006 @ 10:41 am (no subject)
i'm not a fan of Howard Stern by any means.



but this week, on his show, apparently Dustin Diamond, better known to the world as Screech from Saved by the Bell, revealed that he has a

ten

inch

penis.




yeah. good luck sleeping, now.
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Jun. 15th, 2006 @ 03:27 pm (no subject)
i'm sorry

but this Gnarls Barkley nonsense


is just awful.



However, Pee Wee's Playhouse, all 45 episodes, coming on Adult Swim....kinda made my day.
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Jun. 6th, 2006 @ 10:48 am (no subject)
i think that maybe, on the first day of summer classes, i've actually offended a fellow classmate. haha. go me.

he didn't say anything, but who knows...he could have taken what i said out of context. you know me, i worry.


anyways. Autobiography class should be fun. i've already got the reputation of being the class loudmouth. i think i spoke more than the professor today.

woke up after dreaming that i was watching the rough cut of X-Men 4. and it was even more disappointing than the third.



Yes, that's right...i didn't like the "The Last Stand". quite disappointed.

oh well. i'm in the midst of my typical tuesday/wednesday schedule:

work from 6-9
class from 9:25-11:00
home from 11-2
work from 2-7

that should keep me out of trouble.


except for thursday. because i'll be riding an ice cream truck (you know, with the little 'dinkle dinkle' music, big pink van, little bastard kids with sticky fingers) for the whole afternoon. because we've got to find a way to make this fun.
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Jun. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:31 am (no subject)
i suppose i could go ahead and update with what exactly happened with the knee yesterday....i would have at the time, but yeah...sitting at the computer for an extended period of time didn't exactly seem like the best idea.


anyhoo...so i'm walking in the backroom, kinda taking it easy because the day had been much less busy than i'd hoped for, and i was leaving in twenty minutes. me and selene were talking about a zoo trip she was taking on monday, and all of a sudden i just flew towards the floor. it took a couple of seconds to realize what had happened...there was something on the floor, and my foot slipped. it slipped fast enough that my knee couldn't keep up with it, and so the whole knee joint got pulled out of its socket and twisted a bit past 90 degrees to the right.

it's not really the first time this has happened, which is why it happened so easily this time around. the first time was a basketball injury, and it's happened three other times before....but never this violently, honestly. i hit the ground really, really hard (landing in a big pile of water due to the melted ice from some of the stuff on my shelves), and the pain was so bad that i couldn't speak for a couple of minutes. i had to lay there for about five minutes until i could move enough to get up, and then it took about ten minutes to get up front and out to my truck.

so anyways. that's what happened. i already had some tendon/ligament damage to that knee (which isn't even the one i hurt last january!), and i'm sure it's just multipiled since then. i'm gonna have to go back to wearing a brace full time again, maybe on both (if anyone from around the hobart area makes an Elisa joke here, you're in trouble...). it still hurts today, not so much when it's just at a neutral angle, but i can't really straighten it or bend it back very far. i can't put much pressure on it either. but i'll be fine in a couple of days. i'm just glad i've got the weekend off to recouperate.




beyond that....it sucks that i'm not getting my vacation that was supposed to start next weekend....yep, June 10th through 20th....i'd actually planned on taking a roadtrip during that break. possibly even up to the Telluride Bluegrass Festival (to see Neko Case play), but yeah, i wanted to go somewhere. oh well. i guess i'll just take a cash payment instead of time off. i'm used to getting screwed around by homeland.

also...it sucks that the mail here in Weatherford runs too early to get my Netflix movies to me on saturday. i was kinda hoping i'd have some stuff to watch tonight. i was gonna watch Crash last night, but fell asleep before, so i'll watch that while doing laundry today. supposed to be getting 'howard's end' and 'election' in the mail on monday i guess, so i'll have to wait on those....and i've gotta send "waking ned devine" (which i really loved) back today, so i can get my last movie in before i get my little Desperado trilogy party started...


anyone got any suggestions? i need to add some movies to my queue....recommend a few--something you think i need to see.
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Jun. 2nd, 2006 @ 04:30 pm (no subject)
it's funny how the face of your day can change in just under one second.


one moment, you're walking through the doors to your walk-in cooler, talking about the zoo....

and then next, you're being flung towards the ground, not thinking of catching yourself with your arms because you're concentrating on the blinding pain in your right knee.




yep.
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Jun. 2nd, 2006 @ 12:42 am (no subject)
kinda wishing i was going to be out of town for a bit.



and actually....i just remembered. my vacation was supposed to begin next week. i was going to be off 11 days....june 10th through 20th. and it was going to be great. i wasn't going to do anything....just NOT WORK. that would have been vacation enough.

buuuuuuuuuuuuut...i guess not.


kinda wish i was going to be in Arkansas this weekend. Brandon and Amy had their baby this morning. Amden Wilhelm. that's a heck of a name. he'll be a writer....with a name like that, he's gotta be.



kinda wish i was in dallas, too. dunno why. it's just one of those places i identify with feeling better and not quite so lonely. i've got rangers games, half-price books stores...and just the general fact of not being in Oklahoma. that's worth the price of admission alone.
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